What I Expected

Hold on 

When you’re coming down and falling

Have you been outside?

The rain out there is pouring

I’m so tired

Of finding this alluring

I’m sick of always 

Trying to ignore it


Can you feel that there

Underneath your skin

There’s something here

Deeper within you

And cold harsh stares

The judgement lies within you


It wasn’t what I expected

It isn’t what I expect


Hold on

When you’re coming down and falling

Have you been outside today?

The rain out there is pouring

And I’m so tired

Of finding this alluring


It wasn’t what I expected

It isn’t what I expect


Fight the curb that comes between you

Deny the woman that misleads you

Behind a window there’s an issue

Just waiting to be seen


It wasn’t what I expected

It isn’t what I expect